Diddle My Skittle

I love the way you made everything look so beautiful .
I loved how you made me want to know everything about you .
I loved how you invited me and made me feel safe .
I loved the warm long nights laying in bed with you .
I loved the love, and I loved the sex .
I loved how you'd shove me and I'd shove you back .
I loved how you hit me and I hit you harder .
I loved how innocent you made me feel .
I loved how you wrapped me around your little finger .
I loved how you'd just stare at me .
I loved how you'd hold me when we slept together .
I loved how you'd show me off .
I loved how you spoke to me .
I loved how you ignored me .
I loved how much of a jerk you really are .
I loved when you'd sing to me in the middle of the street .
I loved everything.
But I didn't love you .